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Saturday, May 2, 2009

12:21AM - I just thought I'd let you know...

*breathes*

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Translation. XMEN ORIGINS WAS AMAAAAAAZING~!

Though part of me really went to see it just to see Deadpool on the big screen....

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Current mood: FWEE!!!

Monday, April 13, 2009

11:10PM - ah...

So... I have not been on here in...say....36 weeks it says. Well... Maybe I will return? Maybe? Just maybe? Does anyone here even remember me? ._.

Current mood: @~@
Current music: Stay - Poets of the Fall

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

5:26PM - Ah..Um...HI!!!

It's been..you know...a long time. But I think I really will maybe...start posting on here again. Maybe. lol Should I? But omg... SOmething AMAZING has happened... I've been accepted into a college...before my Senior year has even STARTED...

OMFG

And it's a really NICE art school too. Ai... Seriously. Illinois Art Institute in Chicago... H'ohman... I am stoked, man. I don't even use that word, but I am STOKED.

Oh man... lol

Current mood: AHHHH!!!
Current music: Celldweller - Switchback (Drop's Wave Remix by Drop)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

12:01AM - ACEN

Kay... Hi... Shit I haven't been here in forever. Well I was at ACEN over the weekend... My feet hurt >.o ...ugh... just needed to post something and say Hi. I'll post pictures once I get them in the compy.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

12:44PM - fhskdhfsudgf

Douche. I don't wanna do NOTHIN for him. D: I hate my dad with a pation. So much i wanna bludgeon him to death with a....PORCUPINE. >.o Ever feel like that? Haha...

On a lighter note, I've returned to LJ and...


Current mood: guh
Current music: C'mon C'mon - The Von Bondies

Sunday, October 21, 2007

10:19PM - my dA..

I'm moving my deviantART account. If any of you even knew about it '>> But I'm now at http://asylums-angel.deviantart.com sooo... yeah. lol hopefully i'll be able to put my pics up soon.

Current mood: sick
Current music: Under My Feet - Celldweller

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

5:25PM - T~T

So I just finished playing Legacy of Kain: Defiance... Yeah... It made me sad.... D: Now I have to go play the first four. '>> But god dammit! Stupid Raziel. Why'd you have to go and make me sad. lol They better make another one.

Current mood: sad
Current music: The Last Firstborn - Celldweller

Monday, August 27, 2007

12:31AM

School... Tomarrow... omg... guh...

Luckily i now have a different schedual than the majority and I get out after seventh period. YAY! I stick with one class of about 7 or 8 students with one teacher. Except for art that is. >] can't miss art. It's not like...LERNING DIABILITY. It's just... SOCIAL DISABILITY. People don't like me. D: Oh well. Lol I took funny little tests things and my IQ is high average and superior in some cases. That makes me feel special. XD Oh well... Junior year here I come!


PS.... RAZIEL!!!

Current mood: meow
Current music: Symbiont - Celldweller

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

9:14PM - .....

Um...

What the hell...

I think I no longer have insides.

For two reasons.

I think my world is seriously falling apart this time.

Current music: All the Things She Said - t.a.t.u.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

11:28PM - i has returned. be afraid.

Welll.... I am finally back from Massachusetts, and, well, put simply, it was awesome. We stayed in a small town called Lee, which was about five hours away from Salem and Boston, but it was nice. We stayed in the area a couple days; wandered around the towns and went to a few art museums. While Mom and Jenn went to the Rockwell art museum, me, my dad, Sarah, and my girlfriend went to this sculpter museum by the guy who did the Lincoln memorial up in DC.

It was fucking awesome. Got to talk to some old lady about NYU lol. Apparently her...something, is the head honcho there. Sweet shit. lol i mainly liked the ANGEL statues. ;P

Then we went to Salem the next day. First we went to the Salem Witch Museum... It was pretty hokey, but was pretty good on telling the history. Then we had a tour inside the "House of Seven Gables".... omg can you say claustrophobia? X_x The ceilings were so LOW...and there were a lot of people. And we had to go through these tight passageways and not to mention go up a "secret stairway" that made me want to explode. T.T So that wasn't too fun. But then we got lunch and went shopping lol. and omg, best burger EVER. I loved all the wiccan shops. I was in GLEE i tell you. We ate dinner at the famous Beer Works. Well... me and Tiff shared some calamari...if that counts as dinner.. lol. then me, Tiff, Jenn, and Sarah went on a ghost tour. Nothing much happened. It was mainly history. Though Tiff got some weird blurs and lights at the second stop and some (well a LOT) of orbs at the second stop. Then both hers AND Jenn's camera's DIED even though we had just put new batteries in them. -.-' But in one of the later stops, I saw a girl in the window and some guy got a picture. Seemed to be a slave girl. Sweet.

Um... Boston was next. And put simply... IT WAS FUCKING HOT! *sobs* It ruined my day. We were all sweaty and cranky and GUH! me and Tiff got in a fight... So nothing good came out of that. Yeah.. It sucked.

Then we went back to Salem the next day and went to the Peabody Excess Museum and saw lots of cool old stuff. '>> lol twas awesome. We just wandered and shopped after that. Fun. Then we went back to Lee and veged. Mmhmmm..

That's my trip in a nutshell.
mmm...i wants a nut. ^^

Current mood: YAY FOR GOOG!
Current music: Own Little World - Celldweller

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

10:28PM - Woohoo! SALEM! :3

Hi peoplez. We finally went to Salem today and it was sweet. we're going to BOSTON tomorrow....well if they make me. i don't really want to. the third day we'll either go back to Salem or back to Boston... I really want to go back to Salem because there were a lot of places we didn't get to see. D: and Boston is BOORRRIIINNG. '>> Um... yes.

Amanda, where exactly was that fortune fish thing? Like...what shop? :3

Rob....BUTTSEX. (and you are now in my inventory *doo doo*)

Kimmi..........WE LOVE YOUZ!!! XD

Tiffy...um....fvgdksjgsdghosieghfdosudihg!

kthnxbai

Current mood: MOOSE
Current music: Valtentine's Day - Linkin Park

Sunday, July 15, 2007

12:03AM

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

The Twisted Nails of Faith )

Current mood: I'ma eat you! :D

Thursday, July 12, 2007

1:36AM - stolen from Kimmi because.... X3

GRYFFINDOR:

[x] You've never done drugs.
[ ] You have a lot of friends.
[ ] You get along with everyone.
[ ] You love soccer.
[ ]You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art
[x] Favorite music genre is rock.
[x]You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory.
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold.
[ ] You have good grades at school.
[ ] One of the worst things you are at is lying
[x] You plan on going to college.
TOTAL: Five.

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot.
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water "marco polo" is awesome.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing.
[ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[ ] You're an optimist.
[x] You're very emotional.
[ ] You haven't made fun of anyone this month.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.
TOTAL: Five.

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You're depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[x] Sports suck.
[ ] Hate is completely unneeded.
[ ] Indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in a while you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay.
[x] Blue is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Knowledge is the key to power
[x] Sarcasm is the best kind of humor
[x] People should know what they're talking about before they talk.
TOTAL: Nine.

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you hate
[ ] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] Football is amazing.
[x] Black is an alright color.
[x] You've lied about something serious
[x] You're a very deep person.
[x] You have thought about suicide before in the past.
[] You are not very loyal.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] They make school seem more important than it is.
[ ] You're scared to grow up.
[x] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[] Guilty until proven innocent.
TOTAL: Nine.

I think they'd have trouble getting me into a house. I TIED. ._.

Current mood: tired
Current music: The Devil Loves You - AFI

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

5:27PM - bleh

GRAWR SHMARGA BARG!

Yes, you heard me.
....i have more pictures. :D

prepare to be exploded )

Current mood: hehe
Current music: Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit

Sunday, April 22, 2007

11:44PM - i got booooored!!! and stole this from amanda lol

1.| In two words, explain what ended your last relationship.
- what relationship? (really)

2.| When was the last time you shaved your legs?
-thursday

3.| What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
-sleeping

4.| What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
-washing bottles i found with tiff in the swamp

5.| Are you any good at math?
-somewhat

6.| Your prom night?
-no thank you

7.| Do you have any famous ancestors?
-Captain John Smith. Yeah, the Pocahontis man


8.| Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
-Not yet

9.| Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
-Of course

10.| Last thing received in the mail?
-a comment from Brenna on LJ

11.| How many dollars have you spent today?
-none

12.| Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
-yeah, sometimes really weird ones too

13.| Who was your first boy/girlfriend?
-Tiff...unless you count Kevin from pre school '>>

14.| Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
-sometimes.. or random things

15.| Is there anything seriously bothering you?
-maybe

16.| What is out the front door?
-a stoop, some bushes, some flower plants, a lawn, a tree, a mailbox, a light, and a stree and so on.

17.| Plans for tonight?
-talking to tiffany and doing things online

18.| Do you like the ocean?
-as long as i don't get water up my nose

19.| Have you ever received a re-gift?
-probably lol

20.| Have you ever been to a planetarium?
-once a long time ago

21.| Do you fancy or love anyone in your top 8 on myspace?
-Duh. lol she's my numba one XP

22.| Something you are excited about?
-seeing Linkin Park in August!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

23.| What is your favorite mythical creature?
-dragonsss.... or wyvren. similar lol

24.| Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
-Not that i'm aware of

25. Describe your keychain?
-i have a halo LEGENDARY, Kon from BLEACH, and a red rabbits foot on my backpack...i don't have keys yet

26.| Where do you keep your empty cans?
-Recycling!

27.| When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
-don't remember

28.| What clothing in winter can't you go without?
-hoodie maybe

29.| Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
-closed, though it doesn't really keep things out - -'

30.| Who was your last missed call and why?
-my mom. my phone's on silent lol

Current mood: my nose hurts
Current music: Switchback - Celldweller

Monday, April 16, 2007

6:57PM - I almost dies last night...

It's true.

I went to the emergancy room at 11pm last night cuz I got a really bad allergic reaction to this medication my doctor gave me. - -'

Bitch.

Long story short, I almost stopped breathing.

Comment if ya wanna.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

11:53PM - man, i'm such a theif

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: If what i THINK you're talking about IS what you're talking about, then yes.

Q: Been arrested?
A: In a way '>>

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: Not that I'm aware of '>>

Q: You like someone?
A: Dur.

Q: Held a snake?
A: Yesh. I loves them.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: Noes.

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: I don't have a job! XD

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: Love to. XD

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
A: Probably.

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: AHA! Yes.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: yesh

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: Not yet.

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: Every time.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: Sadly no.

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: yes. though i actually pushed MYSELF in

Q: Broken a bone?
A: almost all of them lol

Q: Shaved your head?
A: Ew. NOT a good look for me.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: Maybe when i was little

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: Yeah. I used to swim a lot.

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: Yeah..

Q: Shot a gun?
A: Does a squirt gun count?

Q: Donated Blood?
A: No. But I've had blood taken for MEDICAL reasons. -.-'

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: Meh.. I don't have one anymore.

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: who knows

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"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful


LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
My MOM XD I haven't been out of the house all week T.T

2. Texted you?
Alyssa, I think. No...Rachel.. I dunno @.@

3. You were in a car with?
My mom - -

4. Went to the movies with?
Tiff. We saw Meet The Robinsons. It was AWESOME XD

5. Went shoppin with?
Sarah. (my sister)

6. You talked on the phone with?
Tiff. She had a fight with her stupid step dad

7. Made you laugh?
Bleach :o

8. You hugged?
don't remember. Tiff probably

10. You cried with?
dunno





Would You…?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
icky. if i do, the only things besides my ears i plan on piercing are my eyebrow and MAYBE lip

2. Be serious or be funny?
depends on the situation

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skim. DUH

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
Fire
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
Moon

2. Winter or Fall?
Fall

4. Sunny or rainy?
Rainy

6. Where do you live?
In my mind. It's a scary place to outsiders.

8. Do you want to get married?
Yesh! :D

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Mmmm....spaghetti....

10. Have you ever eaten S.P.A.M?
Would I WANT to? no.

12. Do u want kids?
Maybe.

13. Do You Cook?
sometimes

14. Current mood?
GODGODDAMMITDAMMIT!

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IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
no. I haven't seen anyone but my MOM and the freakin DOCTOR all weak. - -'

2. Sang?
of COURSE ^^

3. Been hugged?
nope

4 Had Sex?
no

Current mood: BITCHMOTHERFUCKER
Current music: tick tock

11:37PM - stole from rob what was stolen from amanda '>.>

1] What was the highlight of your week?
Watching BLEACH from hours on end XD

2]Who's car where you in last?
casa? ^^ big van of the mother lol

3] When was the last time you were mad?
Err... I don't remember. I've been too tired to be mad lately. Prolly had something to do with my dad though.

4] What color shirt are you wearing?
Black. Do you really need to ask? (well, sometimes you do '>>)

5] How long is your hair?
about shoulder length right now. it's gonna be really short soon though

6] How long have you been friends with your best friend?
about 2 years i think -.-

7] Who's on your mind right now?
my girlfriend...and convention details -.-'

8] Last movie you watched?
HAPPY FEET! XD

9) Last thing you ate.
perogies...that didn't stay down.


10] Last thing you drank?
water

11] Where did you sleep last night?
my bed?

12] Do you have a girlfriend?
Yesh! :D

13] Are you happy right now?
Ugh... half and half. i'm talking to tiff but i'm in PAAAIIIIN

14] What did you say last?
"Yeah, mom, sure. I'll be up when i'm done" something like that.

15] Where is your cell phone?
On top of my dictionary '>>

16) Favorite comedian?
Dane Cook, bitches. Or Robin Williams.

17] What color are your eyes?
Er... Mainly yello lately ^^' they change '>.>

19] Who came over last?
Tiff
20] Name the last three things you have bought?
Book of Angels, D.Gray-Man 1, D.Gray-Man 2

21] Who/what do you dislike currently?
I HATE MY TUMMY! I HAVE A MONSTER GROWING INSIDE ME! D:<

22] What are you listening to?
Rolling Star by Yui...well in my head at least '>>

23] What is your weapon of choice?
Sword mainly...dunno. mind games muahaha. <.<'
LOBSTER! *smack*

24] What's your favorite scent?
burning XD

25] Who makes you the happiest right now?
Tiff

26] Does someone have a crush on you?
Besides Tiff, I got no clue

27] Do you have a crush on someone?
Tiff. i used to have a crush on some other people, but that's all bleh

28] What were you doing at midnight last night?
sleeping. but LOOK it's almost midnight AGAIN! SURVEYS!

29] What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
You think I remember that? '>>

30] Are you left-handed or right-handed?
right handed

31] Spell your name without vowels:
kz strnd

32] How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
I DON'T WEAR JEANS, BITCHES! XD

33] What color(s) do you wear most often?
Black '>> i have some red, green, blue, and grey shirts though

34] What's for dinner tonight?
past dinner time, hello? lol no such thing for me lately

Current mood: BITCHMOTHERFUCKER

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

7:10PM - omg omg omg! it is LOVE



*dies*

Current mood: ooga

Sunday, April 8, 2007

1:40AM - Yes, ME. Me, me, me...

Today Did You-
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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?
Yesh. :D I am now. Spent the past 2 days with her.

2. Learn anything new?
Alligators can go a looooong time without eating :o

3.Talked to an ex?
I don't have one '>> Does Kevin from pre school count?

4.Miss someone?
yes..

-Last Person Who-
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5.Laid in your bed?
Tiffany (MINE)

6. Made you cry?
Stupid dad who should burn in hell

7. You went to the movies with?
Tiffany. We went to see Meet The Robinsons....I LOVED IT!!

8. Went to the mall with you?
Sarah. '>> and that was a while ago

9. You showered with?
my...self? '>.>

10. Made you laugh?
Tiff

-General stuff-
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16. Favorite location?
anywhere with Tiff

17.Tattoos?
When I'm 18. prolly gonna get one of the circular seals with tribal wrappings around my left shoulder.

18. What are you most scared of this second?
Being separated from the things I care about.

19. Where do you want to get married?
Some old, gothic church. Or in the forest. Something NON-catholic, y'know? lol

21. Does anyone like you?
I hope so. '>>

22. Do you like being around people?
sometimes. depends

23.Have you ever cried?
HAHAHAHAHAHA! You're funny.

24. Are you lonely right now?
Little bit.

25. Song stuck in your head?
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs by Fall Out Boy

26. Been on radio/TV?
My MOM has '>>

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
maybe..

30. what color shirt are you wearing right now?
Black, like usual.

31. Name three things that you do every day .
Talk to tiff, go on the computer, sing..

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
er... i think i still have about 50 from Christmas lol

33. Are you bored?
guh..

35. Who got you to join Myspace?

Tiffany -.-'

38. What web site do you visit the most?
deviantART.com

39. Do you have plants in your room?
I used to have a bamboo plant...but it like turned black and died. '>> My room kills things.

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
Tiffany

-26 SECRETS-
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1.What is your display name about?
my character Jaxx.

2.Where was your default picture taken?
er... i don't remember?

4.What's your current relationship status?
since Feb 21 (somewhere around there actually ^^')

5. Honestly, if someone were to tell you how they felt, would you listen?
Yes, and depending on the situation, i would reply honestly. lol jk

6. Whats your current mood?
gfkudguasgdflajsdhgfasuid (yup)

7. Whats your most valued possession?
ARGH! Tiffany. XD Is she a posession?

8. How are things in your relationship?
grrrrrrreat! like frosted flakes! :D

10. If you could go back in time, and change something would you?
I would go back to my childhood and make sure i didn't eat so much! D:<

11. If you must be an animal for a day, what would you be?
Wolf...or a snake...or a crow... depends on my mood

12. Ever had a near death experience?
.................

16. Name someone with the same B-day as you?
HAHAHA! I have no idea. You tell me.

17. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
yesh.

18. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite same sex? (I had to fix the question for me...hahahaha)
what they where '>>

19. What do you usually order from starbucks?
i don't go to starbucks '>>

20. Have you ever had a drunken week?
I've never been drunk

21. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
YES!!! ^^

23. Name something that happened to you today.
I played video games all day with Tiff XD

24. Do you speak any other language?
fragments of german and jap

25. Is there someone on your mind now?
tiff-face

26. What hurts you at the moment?
MY TUMMY!

Current mood: gvhjfjhg
Current music: MY DISHWASHER RUNNING! :D

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